So earlier this year I was having some health issues with my heart and kidneys. I was struggling with a lot of personal things, and was just all around in a bad place emotionally, physically and mentally. My doc wanted to try anti depressants on me to see if that would help me a bit. She could tell my psyche was slowly deteriorating and wanted to do something. For a couple of months I took them but I did not like the way they made me feel (full of energy with no purpose). It was not something I wanted to be on long term, so my doctor started working on reducing doses and getting me off the medication.
I have never been on any medication like that, and was unsure how my body would react. But what was even weirder is after I was done taking the meds. My gf had said during a conversation that I would just zone out. I wouldn't even notice, but she said I would be talking and just stop mid sentence and then randomly start up again but about something completely different. My mom and sister had said similar things to me as well.
Lately I have not been feeling like myself. And when I mean not feeling like myself, its like I feel that when I am under stress I am a completely different person. It is like I am a passenger in my own body. I know a long time ago I was in a very bad situation (life or death) and I had to draw on certain traits to survive that place. And even when I felt I drew on these traits, it felt like there was a completely different person controlling my body, thoughts. It felt... scary. Like the person who was speaking for me was a very dangerous person. It is very hard to explain what is going on, but I have been having instances where I catch glimpses of a conversation with someone or even my gf and I can't remember them. Like I knew we talked but it wasn't me they were talking to, it was the other guy.
I have no idea what is going on anymore. I feel like gaps of my day go missing and it feels impossible to recall. I don't know if I have some sort of trigger that makes me mentally checkout without realizing it or what, but I am noticing that my thoughts are becoming harder to organize. I am sorry if this is the wrong place to post this, but I am currently at a loss of what is going on and I am wondering if I will need to check into a psych ward or something until I know what is happening to my mind.

Hi. Recently me and my best friend started dating. At first everything was fine, but.. Lately I started struggling A LOT. I cant thinking and asking myself - Is this really want I want? Am I just settling? Will it make me happy? Do i really love her? How to tell the difference between platonic and romantic? Should I break up with her? Maybe I should. Im scared we will waste our lives together.
At first I didn't knew if i liked her romantically, but I uses to think about her a lot, crave spending time together or even fantasying about kissing her. I used to ponder if our friendship is strictly platonic.
Now it gets to the point where saying "i love you" and being affectionate around her makes me uncomfortable, even tho, before relationship, I was perfectly fine and LOVED acting like this. When I'm distracted, i like spending time together, talking n stuff. All of this makes me really anxious. I'm not diagnosed, but I think my behavior suits the criteria. Im keep overthinking EVERYTHING to the point where it makes me cry and have literal breakdowns. I can sit and think about shit for HOURS not able to break free and distract. I keep asking questions, checking stuff, creating scenarios in my head to see how i feel about something. Should I bring this up to my therapist? What should I do ab my relationship? I'm unsure about my feelings but I also don't want to lose what we have.
How do I know if I'm REALLY unsure or those are just intrusive thoughts?

I received a 30-day advanced warning that I was going to be placed on a PIP or offered severance so I shut up, tried to work hard at my current job, and began looking for a new one.
My 30 days are now up and my bosses said they still don’t like my performance. They told me HR will be in touch to begin paperwork for a PIP and severance. Luckily, I just got a job offer and signed it. I’m still waiting for my background check to clear.
My question is, do I give my 2-week resignation notice before the PIP paperwork, or should I accept the PIP and severance without saying anything?
I don’t understand how a PIP/severance will affect my new job or finding other in the future.
I have until Friday to give enough notice before I start the next job.

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According to the province's forest fire prevention agency, more than 150 forest fires were burning in the province on Tuesday, including more than 110 deemed out of control.
The effects of hundreds of wildfires burning in Quebec could be felt as far away as New York City and New England, blotting out skylines and irritating throats.
"If we look at the situation in Quebec as a whole, there are several places where it is still worrying."
Legault said the Abitibi-Témiscamingue region in northwestern Quebec is an area of particular concern, with the communities of Normétal and Lebel-sur-Quévillon under threat.
Legault said Tuesday that he had simply repeated what fire prevention officials told him: the fire around the tiny community about 325 kilometers northwest of Montreal was too intense to send water bombers.
Quebec Natural Resources Minister Maïté Blanchette Vézina told reporters in Quebec City that evacuees across the province number just over 8,300, down from 10,000 to start the week, but the Abitibi region remains a concern.

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[WTS]Treasure Cache I & II 2019

 

- Huge Discount for bulk orders (>100$)

- Massive Discount for FULL set buyer (normal till very rare)

• Cache Seller since 2017 , steam level 200+ , my steamrep
• Have about 600+ Cache Sets available
• Accepting USDT/USDC/SOL/BNB/BTC/ETH/LTC or any famous crypto
• Accepting dota2/csgo skins or tf2 keys
• Open to offers / Price is Negotiable
• Buyers goes first
• No Joybidder / Backout buyer please
• All Cache Sets are giftable 30 days after add friend

 

3 simple steps to deal

1. Please add BOTH my main account , 2nd acc with more ES/gothic whispecincer sensei

###WARNING### KINDLY TAKE NOTE TO ONLY ADD THIS 2 ACCOUNT (There are active scammeimpersonator trying to scam you via fake account)

1. Comment on my profile (eg: Added for Cache Set 2019 - Cinder Sensei)
   
2. Wait for 30 days to complete the deal (I may or may not require deposits depending on scale of purchase)
   

 

----------Treasure Cache I 2019----------	--------Hero--------	Quantity	Price(USD)
Echoes of the Everblack	Abaddon	7	$14
Allure of the Faeshade Flower	Dark Willow	12	$10
Paean of the Ink Dragon	Grimstroke	14	$7
Scorched Amber	Dragon Knight	12	$15
Priest of the Proudsilver Clan	Chen	11	$5
The Arts of Mortal Deception	Enigma	17	$10
Poacher's Bane	Tidehunter	14	$7
Soul of the Brightshroud	Death Prophet	13	$7
Curse of the Creeping Vine*only via fullset purchase	Undying	4	$15
Pursuit of the Ember Demons	Huskar	15	$15
Appetites of the Lizard King	Slark	14	$18
Forbidden Medicine	Dazzle	13	$15
Riddle of the Hierophant	Oracle	12	$5
Glimmer of the Sacred Hunt	Drow Ranger	8	$29
Adornments of the Jade Emissary*only via fullset purchase	Earth Spirit	5	$24
Defender of Ruin (Rare)	Disruptor	18	$25
Gothic Whisper (Very Rare)	Phantom Assassin	3	$99

 

----------Treasure Cache II 2019----------	--------Hero--------	Quantity	Price(USD)
Sight of the Kha-Ren Faithful	Drow Ranger	18	$15
Tribal Pathways	Warlock	20	$7
Directive of the Sunbound	Clockwerk	13	$7
Souls Tyrant	Shadow Fiend	15	$19
Endless Night	Abaddon	12	$7
Dapper Disguise	Pudge	15	$15
Fury of the Bloodforge	Bloodseeker	16	$10
Automaton Antiquity	Broodmother	16	$5
Tales of the Windward Rogue	Pangolier	7	$24
Grim Destiny	Wraith King	15	$9
Distinguished Expeditionary	Tusk	17	$10
Verdant Predator	Venomancer	14	$7
Prized Acquisitions	Batrider	19	$5
Fowl Omen (Rare)	Necrophos	19	$25
Cinder Sensei (Very Rare)	Ember Spirit	6	$99

 

----------Treasure Cache I 2020----------	--------Hero--------	Quantity	Price(USD)
Origin of the Dark Oath*only via fullset purchase	Night Stalker	4	$15
Ravenous Abyss	Underlord	8	$12
Apocalypse Unbound	Ancient Apparition	9	$12
Beholden of the Banished Ones	Warlock	8	$7
Fury of the Righteous Storm	Disruptor	9	$7
Lineage of the Stormlords	Juggernaut	7	$25
Silent Slayer	Silencer	9	$9
Mindless Slaughter	Pudge	10	$15
Heartless Hunt	Bounty Hunter	8	$13
Herald of the Ember Eye	Grimstroke	9	$9
Fissured Flight	Jakiro	10	$7
Flashpoint Proselyte	Huskar	9	$14
Signs of the Allfather	Nature's Prophet	8	$9
Glory of the Elderflame*only via fullset purchase	Lina	2	$25
Songs of Starfall Glen	Enchantress	7	$5
Ancient Inheritance (Rare)	Tiny	10	$25
Forsworn Legacy (Very Rare)	Mars	5	$59

 

----------Treasure Cache II 2020----------	--------Hero--------	Quantity	Price(USD)
Evolution of the Infinite	Enigma	9	$9
Beast of the Crimson Ring	Bristleback	6	$9
Clearcut Cavalier	Timbersaw	7	$9
The King Of Thieves	Keeper of the Light	7	$7
Horror from the Deep	Tidehunter	8	$19
Ire of the Ancient Gaoler	Arc Warden	7	$19
Talons of the Endless Storm	Chaos Knight	9	$14
Carousal of the Mystic Masquerade	Rubick	9	$9
Crown of Calaphas	Shadow Demon	8	$9
Wrath of the Fallen	Doom	9	$19
Blacksail Cannoneer	Sniper	8	$14
Secrets of the Celestial	Skywrath Mage	8	$9
Blaze of Oblivion	Phoenix	9	$9
Master of the Searing Path*only via fullset purchase	Ember Spirit	1	$19
Steward of the Forbidden Chamber (Rare)	Templar Assasin	9	$19
Claszureme Incursion (Very Rare)	Faceless Void	4	$59

Okay so basically I’ve been messing around with ATR and Bollinger Bands and just volatility in general. So I had this idea for a strategy and I coded it in Pinescript and it seems to work very well. However I want y’all’s thoughts on the concept because ya’ll seem great at tearing up invalid strategies lol.
The basic idea is Its Bollinger Bands with ATR added to the top band and subtracted from the bottom. The indicator is an oscillator that plots the WIDTH between the two bands that are now ATR-adjusted. And then a very long term EMA is plotted as a signal line, almost to where its flat but will still be affected by movements in the width. The idea is that if the width increases higher the the EMA(average) then the breakout is more valid as:

1. Wider Bollinger Bands often signal either high volatility, or a breakout of a range.
   
2. Higher ATR often signifies larger candles or at least a strong move in one direction.
   

So when oscillator crosses over, it can be used as confluence to a normal breakout strategy such as triangle, volume, or channel breakouts. It is really not meant to be used alone.
Now i know everyones going to say ItS LaGgINg!! But me personally, id rather be a bit late to the party then wrong.
Tear me apart in the comments below please and thanks.🙏

So you can optimize your schedule and reduce time wasted on distractions and trivial work, what are some good apps where you can enter your past activities and get some kind of metrics or infographics on how you spend your time?
I find it very motivating to log/track exercise and other good habits over time. But my current method of marking them in Google Calendar is not suited to making neat progress graphs and such.

I work from home as a supervisor over a team of people, keeping it vague to maintain anonymity. I make <$20/hr and am generally treated like a peon, but I don’t really do anything. I do maybe an hour or two a work a day while just monitoring different reports. Due to how I’ve been treated in the past and the low pay I have been looking for a new job on and off for awhile, but is it worth it? I practically get paid to sit on my phone all day. I do not have a degree, but I’m going to school while working full time which is where having a nothing job has been nice. Should I keep looking for a better paying job, or count myself lucky for the minimal amount of work I do?

I love slay the spire, where essentially the way you win is by coming up with (mostly) creative synergies and combos. I also appreciate games like binding of Isaac. I know it’s quite vague but any input is welcome. Genre doesn’t really matter but I’d prefer not an RPG

Hello guys, i have a kinda problem with ggplot, where i get the following error message:

Don't know how to automatically pick scale for object of type . Defaulting to continuous. Error: Discrete value supplied to continuous scale 

I am running the following Code:

tmp_df <- df[,names(df) %in% c('time', 'time_delta', 'average_voltage', I_WP1, I_WP2, I_WP3, Q_HPPR)] tmp_df['Q_ww'] = df[,Q_HS] - df[,Q_FBH] tmp_df$consumption = tmp_df[Q_HPPR] + (tmp_df$average_voltage * (tmp_df[I_WP1] + tmp_df[I_WP2] + tmp_df[I_WP3])) tmp_df$needed_energy = (tmp_df[,I_WP1] + tmp_df[,I_WP2] + tmp_df[,I_WP3]) * tmp_df$average_voltage tmp_df$sum_consumption = cumsum(tmp_df$consumption) tmp_df$sum_needed_energy = cumsum(tmp_df$needed_energy) tmp_df$value = tmp_df$sum_consumption/tmp_df$sum_needed_energy #Plot ggplot(tmp_df, aes(x=time, y=value)) + geom_line() + theme_minimal() + labs(x="", y="", title="COP") ggsave(filename = "COP.jpeg", path = "./plots/") 

From what i read online, this error occurs, when value is not numerical, but in my df this should not be the case.
I read throught the rows, and did not find anything that is not a number.
Does anyone have an idea how to fix this?

Hello,
I played BDO for a few years and was looking to get back into it.
I used to watch shows or youtube on my second monitor while grinding but since I downloaded the new version (editor change), as soon as BDO is in focus (playing the game) what happens in other apps (chrome/VLC watching videos) is lagging.
If I focus on the other app, the lag disappears but comes back as soon as BDO is the main focus.
Even the black spirit labyrinth which is a web page integrated into the game is lagging (more than the usual lag I can remember).
I had this issue a few years ago with Call of Duty where the CoD.exe process priority was automatically set to high in the task manager. But it's not the case here.
Has anyone encountered this issue before?
I had 0 problems before with the exact same computer setup.
Thanks in advance for your help!

The top bar with the time was there, mouse was working, after I selected reboot and shutdown nothing happened, and the mouse stopped working, I had to force the shutdown via the power button.
I have seen other reports of a similar problem happening with the latest kernel 6.3.5 on devices with NVIDIA cards, am I experiencing the same issue or it is just coincidence?

Beauty is not about having a perfect body. It's about loving yourself and accepting your body for what it is. When you love yourself, you radiate beauty from the inside out.

I've been w my company 15 years. Busting ass and not getting anywhere. I literally make 62 k w 8 years of database and web experience. This company just holds me down and keeps taking away perks for everyone. When they first bought us we lost our annual bonus. Jan 2020. I knew then I was gonna hurt it was 5 to 8 k in pocket for me I now wasn't going to get them a pandemic and well my house just so happened to get flooded later that year too.
So I've been homeless and lived in RV moving around trying to find long camping.. lol joke... Sold that, moved cities and finally got a house to rent and we'll... Deaths of important people happened one was a coworker teammate entire time. So I've been struggling w adjusting to all of that and I get a new manager. Who wants to basically remove all my IT skills and turn me into customer service. I've talked w her, her boss and their boss and HR. And I've got no where.
Do not like working for new autharitorian boss and really want to quit today. For me mental health. Stress yesterday was terrible. Tons of work, no support until I'm almost bawling and the manager is just awful.
I want to give notice. Have no back up except retirement. Really freaking mentally drained and would like a month or two off to reset me brain. Only way I can do that is through retirement fund. And I also have the bankruptcy w 50k debt looming I haven't been able to pay. I've got 6 bucks in my account and over a week to payday. It's just awful
I've spent so many years of my here for nothing and now I. Just miserable.
Any way I can take time for myental health, pull 6 k to cover expenses. File? Idk. It's all a mess. I'm tired and mentally whipped. What to do...

Water contamination in the context of military service refers to the presence of harmful substances or pollutants in water sources that may adversely affect the health and well-being of military personnel, their families, and surrounding communities. This contamination can occur on military bases, training facilities, or in areas where military operations take place.
There have been several instances where military activities have resulted in water contamination. These include:
Chemical Spills: Accidental or intentional spills of hazardous chemicals, such as fuels, solvents, or cleaning agents, can contaminate nearby water sources. These spills can occur during transportation, storage, or maintenance activities on military bases.
Industrial Activities: Military installations often have various industrial activities that produce wastewater containing pollutants. These activities can include manufacturing, vehicle maintenance, and weapons testing, which may release heavy metals, toxic substances, or other pollutants into the water.
Use of Hazardous Materials: Military operations involve the use of a wide range of hazardous materials, such as explosives, propellants, and firefighting foams. Improper handling, storage, or disposal of these materials can lead to contamination of the surrounding water sources.
Training Exercises: Military training exercises often involve the use of live ammunition, which can introduce contaminants into water bodies if not properly managed. Additionally, the construction of temporary facilities and the movement of personnel and equipment during exercises can disturb the soil, potentially leading to runoff and contamination of nearby water sources.
Base Infrastructure and Waste Disposal: Inadequate infrastructure for water treatment and waste disposal on military bases can contribute to water contamination. If wastewater is not properly treated or if sewage systems are outdated or malfunctioning, pollutants can enter local water supplies.
The consequences of water contamination can be significant. Exposure to contaminated water can lead to various health issues, including gastrointestinal problems, organ damage, developmental disorders, and even an increased risk of cancer. Additionally, contaminated water sources may impact local ecosystems and wildlife, leading to long-term environmental damage.
In recent years, there have been several high-profile cases of water contamination at military bases, such as the contamination of drinking water at Camp Lejeune in the United States and the contamination caused by firefighting foams at various military sites worldwide. These incidents have raised concerns about the health and safety of military personnel and their families, as well as the surrounding civilian communities.
Efforts are being made to address water contamination issues in military contexts. This includes improving water management practices, implementing stricter regulations for handling hazardous materials, investing in better infrastructure for water treatment and waste disposal, and conducting regular monitoring and testing of water sources to ensure their safety.
Water contamination in military service is a complex issue that requires careful attention to prevent and mitigate the adverse effects on human health and the environment.
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Strap in, friends, because this is a straight up paradigm shift.
So you know I've been talking to/seeing a very attractive person
...and I've been in my feelings about it because it turns out I have work-arounds/coping mechanisms for my insecurities instead of actually dealing with them. Awesome.
Old me would have laughed in his face when he indicated interest.
New me trusted my instincts about him and also that he wouldn't have approached me in the first place unless he was genuinely interested and attracted to me.
That confidence last all of a couple of days, which is when all my insecurities started raging to the fore.
ANYWAY.
He's been...awesome. He's communicating where he's at emotionally, he is empathizing with me, perspective-taking for me, holding space for my feelings, checking in with me, actively in therapy, letting me know what he needs and is capable of, et cetera.
Conflict with him doesn't push us apart, it brings us together.
And I don't mean in the push-pull cycle of break-up/make-up that ends up with increasingly shorter 'honeymoon stages'. What I mean is that we are on the same team. We are respecting the fuck out of each other. We appreciate when the other person brings something up instead of feeling defensive.
Conflict is an opportunity for connection and deeper understanding.
FAM. We are doing conflict ALL WRONG.
I think we think it has to be hard. I think we think that conflict is by definition contentious and antagonistic.
Argument does not have to heated or angry, no one has to 'win'; it can literally just be a discussion of diverging or opposite views.
I've literally said these actual words to him:
"It's a good boundary and I am impressed with you for keeping it." "Thank you for keeping me accountable on that." "Thank you for your understanding and grace."
And he's reflecting my feelings back to me and apologizing for his actions, advocates for my right to express my feelings, seriously attends to and considers my ideas and what I'm telling him, and positively reinforces to me what I am doing right.
What. the. fuck.
Guys, we have been wasting our lives trying to 'communicate' with people who are not on our team in the first place and honestly cannot handle reality in some way, shape, or form. How many victims of abuse hollow themselves out for a toxic or abusive person, trying so hard to empathize with them, thinking that if they only are only 'healthier' that they can get past the conflict into a healthy relationship.
The conflict IS the relationship.
I don't know where this is all heading but if I simply end up with an amazing friend that I respect the fuck out of, it is an absolute win. He is an amazing person, or at least doing his best to be one. I am so happy to know him as a person and that he exists in the world.
We are on each other's team.
If I could bottle how I feel right now so you could experience it, you would never, ever go back to some bullshit.
This is easy even when it is emotional.
I need us all to start being attracted to self-awareness first, and honesty. We need to literally be repelled by people who are not self-aware or honest with themselves. We need to establish a foundation of deep respect.
I suspect we are honing in on connection and chemistry, turning it into attachment, and calling that love because we feel the love-feeling even though it hasn't been built through time and deep understanding. That is not love.
The advice to 'date your best friend' sounds SO UNSEXY
...but what if he's hot, tho. The sexy is there and also somehow the least important part because you are so deeply attracted to who they are as a person and their soul.
I have tried ending things multiple times with this amazing person
...because I was actively self-sabotaging. I'm working on that. But just knowing how it is supposed to feel is such a game-changer.
Conflict should BE the repair, not the thing we have to repair from.

My new job offers 401k with Empower and I got to the part where i needed to allocate my investments. There is a big list on what I can invest my money and I thought about asking for some advice. I'm 38yo, never had 401k, worked 10 years in brazil and 4 years in the US before get this job.
Here is the list of funds I can invest:
TIAA-CREF Lifecycle Index 2010 Instl
3763 Asset Allocation
1.08%
4.39%
4.87%
0.22%
TIAA-CREF Lifecycle Index 2015 Instl
4258 Asset Allocation
1.22%
4.71%
5.31%
0.20%
TIAA-CREF Lifecycle Index 2020 Instl
4753 Asset Allocation
1.35%
4.98%
5.81%
0.19%
TIAA-CREF Lifecycle Index 2025 Instl
5347 Asset Allocation
1.52%
5.45%
6.44%
0.18%
TIAA-CREF Lifecycle Index 2030 Instl
6139 Asset Allocation
1.75%
5.94%
7.07%
0.18%
TIAA-CREF Lifecycle Index 2035 Instl
7129 Asset Allocation
2.24%
6.46%
7.69%
0.17%
TIAA-CREF Lifecycle Index 2040 Instl
8119 Asset Allocation
2.65%
6.97%
8.26%
0.17%
TIAA-CREF Lifecycle Index 2045 Instl
8713 Asset Allocation
2.64%
7.44%
8.60%
0.17%
TIAA-CREF Lifecycle Index 2050 Instl
9010 Asset Allocation
2.59%
7.53%
8.70%
0.17%
TIAA-CREF Lifecycle Index 2055 Instl
919 Asset Allocation
2.59%
7.59%
8.77%
0.18%
TIAA-CREF Lifecycle Index 2060 Instl
928 Asset Allocation
2.61%
7.67%
8.11%
0.19%
TIAA-CREF Lifecycle Index Ret Inc Instl
4060 Asset Allocation
1.12%
4.41%
4.66%
0.22%
American Funds New Perspective R6
955 International Funds
2.74%
9.45%
10.53%
0.41%
American Funds New World R6
919 International Funds
3.23%
4.50%
5.38%
0.57%
TIAA-CREF International Eq Idx Instl
991 International Funds
9.74%
3.85%
4.91%
0.05%
Vanguard International Growth Adm
973 International Funds
3.16%
6.24%
8.31%
0.34%
Vanguard Real Estate Index Admiral
991 Specialty
-16.38%
5.70%
5.14%
0.12%
Vanguard Small Cap Growth Index Admiral
982 Small Cap Funds
-2.55%
5.97%
8.75%
0.07%
Vanguard Small Cap Index Adm
982 Small Cap Funds
-2.34%
6.44%
9.04%
0.05%
Vanguard Small Cap Value Index Admiral
991 Small Cap Funds
-2.36%
6.06%
8.88%
0.07%
Fidelity Mid Cap Index
100 Mid Cap Funds
-1.65%
7.98%
9.85%
0.03%
Vanguard Mid-Cap Value Index Admiral
991 Mid Cap Funds
-2.88%
6.67%
9.35%
0.07%
Discovery SMID Cap Growth R6
973 Mid Cap Funds
-0.77%
6.38%
9.22%
0.78%
Fidelity Multi-Asset Index Fund
8515 Large Cap Funds
2.06%
7.13%
8.18%
0.13%
Fidelity 500 Index
100 Large Cap Funds
2.65%
11.43%
12.19%
0.02%
Franklin DynaTech R6
982 Large Cap Funds
-1.67%
10.21%
14.02%
0.46%
JPMorgan Large Cap Growth R6
973 Large Cap Funds
2.22%
14.91%
15.61%
0.51%
Vanguard Dividend Growth Inv
991 Large Cap Funds
3.05%
12.23%
11.69%
0.30%
Vanguard Equity-Income Adm
973 Large Cap Funds
2.34%
9.42%
10.29%
0.19%
Vanguard Value Index - Admiral
100 Large Cap Funds
2.54%
9.13%
10.47%
0.05%
Vanguard Balanced Index Fund - Admiral
6040 Balanced
0.81%
7.05%
7.62%
0.07%
Fidelity US Bond Index
0100 Bond
-0.44%
1.19%
1.29%
0.03%
JPMorgan Income R6
199 Bond
-1.49%
2.67%
3.06%
0.40%
PGIM Total Return Bond R6
298 Bond
-1.12%
1.33%
1.98%
0.40%
PGIM High Yield R6
397 Bond
0.22%
3.59%
4.31%
0.38%
Schwab Treasury Infl Protected Secs Idx
0100 Bond
-4.09%
2.90%
1.30%
0.05%
Vanguard Wellesley Income Admiral
3763 Bond
1.06%
5.17%
5.34%
0.16%
E I Fixed Account - Series Class I
0100 Fixed
N/A
N/A
N/A
N/A
Any advice will be very much appreciated. I'm 100% new on this, so sorry if i am missing any point.
Thank you in advance.

Hello, dear Doctors of Reddit!
I (21NB) started bleeding from my nose maybe two months ago. Most of them weren't full on nosebleeds, but rather the smell of iron and the feeling of a clogged nose, though my nose wasn't actually clogged.
During the second one I was drinking, so I don't really know if that had anything to do with it. I've never reacted to alcohol in any way, other than the classic dizziness and nausea.
Since around mid April, my nose has bled maybe three (3) times a week, sometimes being a full on nosebleed, others as I described earlier. I've woken up in a panic because of bleeding, I've gotten it while in the bathroom, sitting at my desk and writing, laying down and watching YouTube etc. It can happen anytime, wherever, whenever.
In my past, it has been rather rare of me to start bleeding, and I was a fairly careful child. I had a fear of blood as a toddler and would faint at even the mention of it. There have been times in my teens where I'd just started bleeding, but usually it was caused by something.
As far as my physical health, I'm rather not updated than anything. I struggled a lot with anxiety and depression as a pre-teen throughout my teens, and have recently been diagnosed with autism. Due to this, I've also been diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue.
As for medication, I've been on Sertraline since March, and have not had any side effects before, though I guess my nosebleeds started right after my phychiatrist told me to go all the way up to 200mg.
I also take vitamins as I'm deficient of both B12 and D. In the past I also had severe iron deficiency. Last time I got checked was late March, early April this year, and other than my vitamin D levels, everything was normal. I have taken my supplements daily along my meds since I got them.
As a child I was, and still am overweight, and by the obesity chart I'm severely obese. I don't know my weight, but I'd guess around 120kg, or 265 lbs, and I'm 5''11. I'm a caucasian Norwegian.
I don't do drugs and never have, but I do drink on occasion. Last time was at the end of April, before that I think maybe X-mas, or Halloween. I do also smoke, but that is rather rare. I do use tobacco though, we call it "snus", which is a little felt pouch filled with tobacco that you put under your lip. I been addicted to snus since the beginning of 2018. I've heard it's illegal and counted as drugs in America, but in Norway it's just age restricted, like regular cigarettes.
I do not have any pictures to provide, as well as the fact that I want to be as anonymous as I can and would rather not share my face online.
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I'm writing this today as I had a full on nosebleed, still bleeding actually, along with a troubled stomach and some hip pains (though my hip pain is probably my Fibromyalgia).
Do ask for more information if I missed something, and I will post an update!
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Any ideas as to why I keep getting nosebleeds? Additionally, should I go see my doctor for a full check?